Inside a smoker's mind

Yes, I know I can do this! I'm way stronger than this little white stick filled with tobacco..

So... This will be my last cigarette!!
This will go on for a couple of hours, I am imagining myself as a non smoker already, how I will change, how my health & beauty will change..  everything will change if I quit smoking cigarettes.

Later that night....
I need to smoke!! I really want to buy a pack of cigarettes.... but this time it will be my last pack, that's the little promise I make myself believe in, so I can go out and smoke again.

The moment I inhale the first smoke... I hear a little voice, far away, telling me, ''You know you need this, you can't quit, once you become addicted to it, it will never leave your system, it's all lies, you will never quit..Even if you quit you will think about it, and crave it, no matter how many years you've quit, you will always long for it. So why endure all the stress of quitting, just keep smoking!!"

After I have smoked a couple of cigarettes.... I'm like, I can quit, I'm stronger than this little white stick. I will beat this addiction and come out as a better and healthier person.

And this cycle will go on and on. I have come to the realization that I'm not even trying to quit smoking anymore...It's all in my head, I only think about the possibility of being a non-smoker.

And that has to change!!